Abandonment
(2006)


Days in darkness going insane, spiral of sickness defined
Torn into pieces, sliced into dripping nightmares running off my skin
On the playground, playing through your last days, childhood memories
Skipping stones on puddles left in footsteps slaves to the day
Faces blurring past your very eyes, wicked tapestry weaving endlessly

What do you do, when the image has fallen so far, the dream dissappeared
The Father that was never there, Typical parental non-abuse
My existence partially owed to a man I never knew
Are you out there, Where you ever there, Was I?
I ask this very question, through various times in my life, did she?
The Son I could never be, fallback, God I love her!
In return the father I removed myself from, the circle complete

My true love, she holds my heart, my soul
Nails scraping along past timelines, My remorse
My bloodline, the only thing I ever truly lost was her...

Jer Laverty© 2006, †OC Industries©2006.™ MetalWood Inc. since 1988