Once Again
(2004)

Young at heart
Innocent at play
Intelligence without wisdom
Mind strays away to better days

Feelings of regret continuous feelings of sorrow
Searching alone I stray Always searching for tomorrow
Memories wrapped in gold to all that I hold dear
Travel to far away places, anywhere but here
Somewhere to call my own
Here I stay forever my home
Storm clouds above floods beneath
In limbo I live, medications to suit society
I sit here and dream of something else
I lay here and think of nothing else
Deceived into this cell that became my hell
Blistering, festering hate deep inside
Cradled up alone, by myself I hide

Evil disguised by time as blood slips through old scars
A sentence passed down exhaustion claws at my heart
Ripped apart from a one true love
Torn apart from my heaven above
Hidden in shadows somewhere I cannot go
Don't wanna eat, don't wanna sleep, Can't fukkin think

Choking on my life, Overdosed on things unchanged
This life crushes me, sustaining immense pain
Plague my every move my every thought
Simple days lost to wilting nights, stench of decay
Slowly killing me, leisurely dying, God stop me
Cryptic messages flash before my eyes
Chamber clicking.. Time stops ticking
A noose I've made.. A shiny razor blade
Questions we ask ourselves.. Why
Who will miss.. Who will care.. If I die
Sacrilege, NO Salvation through suicide
Once Again I'm Still Alive

Jer OC © 2006, Metalwood Inc.™ since 1988