Today is the day I am reminded how much I love you, How much I miss you
A day like none other, although every other day comes very close
I miss your smile, The sparkle in your bright blue eyes
just a mystery of a long lost fantasy, something spite forever betrayed
I miss your laugh, and the big beautiful smile as if forever on the playground
Even when you were sad all I wanted was to wipe away those tears

When your in total darkness and all seems lost
The light pierces through, where none thought possible
Holding you radiated love in my heart, forever curled within my arms
Like a cool spring air, even in the dead of winter, nothing could compare
Your may feel alone, but not today.. today all the memories play like movies
Reels of tape strewn across your cutting room floor, to edit together the final screener
You Laugh, You cry, as you watch what was some of the most beautiful days you could remember

There is always a wish that this was and will be the last birthday alone
Always a prayer that this one year, would finally be the year the sadness ends
I sit along the banks watching the ebb and flow of a winding river
Much like our lives, I hope one day the ebb and not the flow will bring us ever closer
A day much like today.. Your very birthday, it is after all the first day we met
The first day I held you, The first day I said I love you.
Today will always be your birthday, but it is also.. our day.
I love you with all my heart Samantha, hopefully you hear that.. One day.