Dark Dreams
(2005)


Songs playing on my mind, Sadness replayed in MP3 time and time again
All of my fears the grotesque nightmares come true, a time of reckoning that I will suffer forever

Looking over my shoulder adrenalin coursing through, The lump in my throat choking the life from me
whispered lies becoming the blackness within, This is the color of my dreams, times grow dark
Sunken eyes becoming sorrow stroking the life I despise
I can't offer anymore of my life, my journals, my true lies
Pills at my bedside masking raged emotions inside

one day you wake up and your dreams have changed
estranged impossible strain
So afraid tucked away from society
The first time I'm not sure why, The second I tried to hide

All that I wanted was answers to the questions I have within
The horror and the pain stain my skin
A scratch in my throat that never goes away
Scratching my nails across my skin, So tempting, Life becomes a lie told through stories at night
Waiting for the world to wake up
I'm reaching out my hand, longing for the day for it to be all right
A train wreck of an existence such a calamity
Hostile thoughts plague my vision insane reality, How did I get here, How did I fall so far

She makes me cry, She makes me sad,Forgive me, my time has come, drifting away
There's a place I keep it all locked away, hidden from truthful lies
Left with no choice, screaming hollow empty voice
Pulling the sheets over my head covered from the world
Pills at my bedside, hiding raged emotions in my eyes, A train wreck of an existence such a calamity
Hostile thoughts plague my vision insane reality, Life becomes a lie told through stories at night

Jer OC © 2006, Metalwood Inc.™ since 1988