Inside
(2003)
Confusing contemplating all that is right and wrong
Closing my eyes doesn't help it just reminds me of you
Something inside that claws at the soul
My feelings are been raped by you
My heart is shredding for you
My mind runs away from you
This cell, this hell.. regards from you
Things seem so clear, Winter comes everyday inside
I pretend nothing is wrong, everything is fine
Almost lost my soul for you, never knowing the truth
If I could change the moments in time I fukked up I would
Facing the blame placed on me from times past
Only feelings of regret and sorrow flood my life
Such loneliness inside, pain from all I've done
Just realize this is real, I cant feel anything anymore
You are forever a part of me, bleeding for you just to listen
God help me, It never fades away.. Get the fuk away from me
Fighting shadows, shredding parts of me, that envelope my reality
Jer OC © 2003, Metalwood Inc.™ since 1988