My nightmares plague and torture me every night
Brief releases of the pain I feel I cannot fight

Sometimes I wish I said I was here, I was sorry
Close my eyes and see what never became my story
The Sky turns turns grey, No time to pray
The lights dim.. the world fades
So I sit here and wait, in my own purgatory

The Mask I have made now clings to my face
So many years hiding myself, such a disgrace
I tried to be true, I tried to be perfect
My soul is so numb, My skins cracks and flakes
The world I made for my self was just so fake

Swirling emotions condemn and entrap me
The scars on my flesh open and bleed
The ghost of her is all my mind can see
Point the finger back around, and take some responsibility