Pain
(2004)

Tears drip down my face
Remembering your embrace
Scream aloud fighting again, This time for the last
Blood dripping off skin my blackened tormented past
My love and life lost without a trace

Wind upon on your skin, Ice in your soul
Sunlight in your eyes, Death in your heart
Frenzied feelings pulling each other apart
God it never stops, It never subsides
Right or wrong.. I must decide

How far will it push
How far must I rush
Is it all solely a delusion
Sanity just concentrated confusion

Strained muscles tearing under my skin
Trapping freedom within
What must I do, Where must I go
Scars across my body is all I have left to show

Insanity shredding through everyday life
Constant strife
Pestilence feeding from my dehydrated mind
Left behind

Broken dreams unreachable destinations
Lost forever in my innocent youth
Hissing promises forged conversations
So clearly now do I see the truth

Looking back through the window
Blaring at father long gone
Silent fading silhouette
Leaving my emotions in check

I tried to be perfect.. just incomplete
Can this be all there is.. life to me
Just speak with me.. Darkness is all I see
God please set me free

Jer OC © 2006, Metalwood Inc.™ since 1988