Are my pretty colored pills not working today?
What did it feel like way back when…?
Meds keep me warm at night, help hide my sorrow
What’s left inside, what’s left to hide
Stay with me, my beautiful chemical love affair
Feel the darkness collide with the medi-fare
Social daylight Staind
Sinking In, Pulling Through
Praying to the heavens just to find the way home
A small candle illuminates the caverns all alone

Cracks in every step I take
Timelines teasing me just to say
I don’t love you, please I love you
I'm so afraid of your eyes, your gaze

The candle burns every night
Days in darkness still going insane
There is no leaving this medicated train
Giving anything for the non-medicated life again
Torn into pieces, dripping nightmares running off my skin
Bleeding through the gauze, negating the cause